Fuhfuhfuh . Dab berzaman rasanya tak update Mr.Bloggie ni . Well as you can see , I deactivated my facebook page . And buat kali pertama , tidak aku rasa gian untuk bukak facebook . Quite surprising , ni semua sebab aku tertekan Timeline . Tapi terima kasih jugak ,sebab aku boleh fokus in studies .
Seriously , Facebook makes you 'khayal' . You wont touch your tutorials , you wont touch your assignments , you wont touch anything except your laptop . And now , I'm proudly to say I'm not addicted to fb , "FOR NOW" :D
Well. As week passing by, it's been a month I'm here in Medan . And thank god , so far takda pun Homesick . I like it here . I have my friends . And here it's not stressful as in Malaysia if you're studying Medic . Even though tension jugak when you have to speak in "Their Language" .
And today we had our tutorials . 1 days before , I volunteered to become a secretary . Secretary ni senang sikit . Pergi depan , tulis apa yang diorang bincangkan about 'kasus' . And compile every information in a power point . So I thought today will be a relaxing tutorial.
Well FYI , I have lack of confidence okay T.T Saya sangat-sangatlah tidak mempunyai tahap confident . To be exact , confident aku bila bercakap selalunya '0' . Tiba tiba hari ni , bila dah masuk bilik perbincangan , aku baru sedar , ketua tutorial tak datang . and guess what , aku pulak kena gantikan dia . Tahu tak macam mana keadaan tu ? aku tahu benda ni benda kecik , tapi time tu tangan aku dah sejuk . Dah membeku . Macam nak terkentut pun ada -__-"
Tapi alhamdulillah , semuanya berjalan dengan lancar , and aku boleh tak sedar pulak time presentation tu , aku terover excited sampai semua gelakkan -___-" So now , I felt relieved . At least I managed to boost my confidence to be a leader and a secretary at the same time among the Indonesians. Saya sorang sorang ok takda back-up sangat sedih T.T Jadi di sini saya berlajar dari pengalaman , Orang Malaysia pun bisa aja buat :D
' Apa-apa yang anda buat dalam hidup , ada hikmahnya , ada sebabnya , Tuhan sentiasa menolong kita dgn memberi cabaran untuk kita strive sendiri di akhir nanti '
Always have that 'confident level' in yourself . Do something new . Break your shells and insyaallah you'll succeed . Even benda tu kecik mana pun , ada satu tahap , you will be proud of yourself . So dont be afraid okay ? >.< Amin :D
By the way , aku rasa macam nak balik Malaysia je nak beli barang barang . Haih duit dah nak habis T.T Tapi parents pulak takda kat Malaysia . abang pulak kat Pahang . Inilah jadinya kalau family 4 orang . Parents dating kat tempat lain , abang tah ke mana , aku lak kat sini . Pelik pelik je kisah hidup :D
Nampak tak gambar perempuan yang berjilbab and ada cermin mata tebal tu ? Ya itu saya . Jahat gila orang yang lukis gambar ni . Eeee Nasib baik kau hensem . Hahaha . Sorry Faqhima :3
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