You want me to wait for you for 10 months ?

Somtimes ,i feel envy with other couples ,spending time togather ,accompany each other to other places .Why cant I do that ?Well ,if my Lolinka is in other states ,I can accept ,but this .I dont know.He's out of coverage .I am deeply sad.Really am .But I will wait for you ,untill my strength slowly emotionally disappears ,I hope by then ,you can save me from avoiding THAT to happen <3